Rough Week

This has been a rough week...not only for me but for a friend as well. Why does it seem like the people that work the hardest and try to do their best get pooped on?? That's how it feels anyway. I feel like life is a constant roller-coaster. Why can't everyone just be happy and nice. lol I know I haven't been living the life that I once thought I would. I have back-slidden and I do not go to church every Sunday anymore like I know I should. That is a goal that I would really like to fulfill, is getting back into church every Sunday. Just not sure what to do with Lucca, every time I take him into the service he gets freaked out and starts crying hysterically... I'm not too crazy about the nursery either...Lucca isn't your everyday baby so I'm a little hesitant about nurseries..plus all the crazy germs..(I know I'm a weirdo mom)... so I don't know..Hopefully something will work out. Anyway, please keep me and my family in your prayers. We need it.. Thanks!